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I feel like I’m standing still while everything passes me by. I feel like I said what I’ve been feeling for years neglected and forgotten about. Now that it’s out in the open I’m speechless and motionless. I wanted to say OT because that’s the truth but how it came about was weird and even caught me off guard. I don’t even know how I got so upset in the first place. This news was minor compared to what I may(more than likely)have to tell. It’s like I’m standing still and everything is just passing me by

Ever notice how the smallest things in your life tend to have the biggest impact? I do and it’s just recently developed. I’ve been feeling different these past few weeks and I can’t shake the feeling that something bug us about to happens in my life and I need to just be prepared for it! I’m nervous and extremely scared, but I’m trying to prepare myself because I need to be strong. Life’s given me so many curve balls, yet this one was fast pitch and kind of hurts a little when catching it. All this to just say… I’m ready but still scared if the unknown.

… And your mom is right next to you and just turns around and look at you like this:

”you better say no filthy slut or else you will be homeless” type of look.

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I remember when I was younger Christmas was never a big deal to me. I never really expected much for one I grew up with 5 other brothers and sisters in the household, I only had my mom and I just learned the actual importance of things at a young age. I did believe in Santa at one point, because he was the man who for a few Christmas’ came by our house and dropped of gifts for me and my brothers and sisters. I was always thankful for those times. It wasn’t about the quality or quantity of the gifts just simply the thought of someone thinking about giving us a blessing for Christmas. I remember one year Mom had us all draw numbers from a hat and that number was your gift. I was so excited and couldn’t wait to get my number and gift. I remember I got a Clipboard, notepad, and a pen. When I say that I was one happy little girl. I didn’t know what to do with myself. I felt grown up and important. I guess even at a young age I knew that I wanted to be a writer! Even thought all my friends around me got all the fabulous things for Christmas I never complained about what I go, and as I got older I stopped expecting things for Christmas. Not taking it in a sad way. I just learned that there is a difference in wants and needs. I had all I needed so what ever I received was just a blessing and I was very thankful for it. I am now in college and I would rather give to my friends just because I want to and not really expect anything back, then to get gift after gift. If I at least bless one person during the Christmas season that’s good enough for me, because one person managed to bless me and influence me to give more and receive less as a little child. Its not always about what you get, how you get it, and how much it is. Sometimes a Christmas gift is a smile, someone saying I love you, you’re beautiful, you’re special, don’t get me wrong physical gifts are just as good, but sometime am Emotional and Mental blessing aka gift is just as good. 

I Pray and Hope that YOU have a very blessed and great Christmas and Life. Always be Blessed and Bless others!! 

Love always C.Rai 

So I feel the great need to start writing again! Not just everyday happenings, but serious issues I think need to be addressed. The number one thing I don’t think is talked about enough is bullying for both on and off the internet. Some people really aren’t aware of their actions and how the effect others.  Its one thing for an individual to deal with bullying over at a school setting, but now that people have the chance to go on the internet as an anonymous user and insult and harm others emotionally and mentally is a serious matter. Lives are lost and families are torn apart with the secrets and pain that many people hide. This isn’t just something that middle school, high school, or even college students have to deal with. The bullying has now reached the work place of many adults young and old. Yet the source of actions of bullying are taking place in middle school and high school and no one seems to really be discussing the issue dead on. Signs around the schools that say “Stamp out bullying” or “So no to cyber bullying” doesn’t really stop the actions of others. I feel like first hand these individuals needs to see how their action cause problems in other peoples lives. Although I am not sure of the actual staticts of deaths that happen due to bullying (which i will research later) I am sure the percentage isn’t little. Isn’t never okay to harm others at all. People need to unite and not disclose to pure hatred. Since I am getting a bit tired and I have work I’m about to sleep! 

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